Saturday, October 27, 2007
i just woke up from the longest sleep of this week --- 10 hours. for your information, my shortest sleeping hours is pathetically 2.5 hours. the rest of the days i only slept for 3 to 4 hours at the most.
i`m a person who is so used to hiding my thoughts and feelings, at least for the last few months. i do not fancy showing it on my expressions very frequently, not even when i feel happy now.
an hour ago, kangming called to bid farewell. he was on the plane, taking off soon to australia for army training stuff. he smsed me initially but it seemed that i was sleeping too deep to realise that my handphone message tone actually sounded. i was still in bed and i sounded a little weird. i was supposed to sound sad, but i sounded happy. terribly WRONG tone! he sounded so sad and i gave him the happy tone. what was i doing? and i thought before he wanted to hang up the call, i pressed the cancel button on my handphone, wondering did that cut anything off from him. again, what was i doing? i hung up and jumped up from my bed, thinking that the whole thing seemed so off key. so i hurriedly sent an sms over to ask him not to be sad. no replies probably because he`d switched off his handphone. aww, that made me felt really bad. i couldn`t believe i ended up crying, which is =.=. alright no big deal, it`s just a short one, not those loud wailing long lasting ones. i just hate the idea of bidding farewell, especially if i`m the last person you called. i jolly well know that it`s only one month but so sorry, i can`t help that. i signed in on msn and realised that he sent me an offline message after i signed out at 5am. i bought the biscuits for him because he can eat on board the plane, but i think i passed my silly-bug to him. he said he will eat it when he`s back! by then my cookies no longer nice already. ( -_-")... poor cookies! haha!
yesterday was out with the rest. it was an informal farewell for kangming. i watched 2 movies yesterday. one in the afternoon and one in the wee hours of the saturday morning. both movies were too gore for me to handle. if i have a weak heart, i might just collapse in the cinema. in between we all had steamboat for dinner followed by 2 rounds of bowling. still not good but i improved ok?!! however, i didn`t take any photos yesterday so there`s nothing to post. haha.
kangming must be on the plane thinking about what was he enjoying at this time on yesterday like he said. we shall see him back in one month`s time. and he`s going to miss my birthday, i will asked him to make it up, so he better start worrying. luckily for del, he said he can make it for my celebration. if not, he will face the same consequences as kangming. the rest who cannot make it must thus beware! sometimes i think evilness just flows in my blood. =)
zhutou is very sad because of the fishes. well, it`s ok. some fishes cannot get used to the new environment and thus, die. you lost the fishes but... you didn`t lose hazel`s sincerity. remember that. =) cheer up!
and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR WILSON!
cheers because it`s the scorpio month! =)
finally 19 bro.
stop dota-ing too much and start studying hard for your final year!
time to get start cracking.
take care.
3:33 PM
i just woke up from the longest sleep of this week --- 10 hours. for your information, my shortest sleeping hours is pathetically 2.5 hours. the rest of the days i only slept for 3 to 4 hours at the most.
i`m a person who is so used to hiding my thoughts and feelings, at least for the last few months. i do not fancy showing it on my expressions very frequently, not even when i feel happy now.
an hour ago, kangming called to bid farewell. he was on the plane, taking off soon to australia for army training stuff. he smsed me initially but it seemed that i was sleeping too deep to realise that my handphone message tone actually sounded. i was still in bed and i sounded a little weird. i was supposed to sound sad, but i sounded happy. terribly WRONG tone! he sounded so sad and i gave him the happy tone. what was i doing? and i thought before he wanted to hang up the call, i pressed the cancel button on my handphone, wondering did that cut anything off from him. again, what was i doing? i hung up and jumped up from my bed, thinking that the whole thing seemed so off key. so i hurriedly sent an sms over to ask him not to be sad. no replies probably because he`d switched off his handphone. aww, that made me felt really bad. i couldn`t believe i ended up crying, which is =.=. alright no big deal, it`s just a short one, not those loud wailing long lasting ones. i just hate the idea of bidding farewell, especially if i`m the last person you called. i jolly well know that it`s only one month but so sorry, i can`t help that. i signed in on msn and realised that he sent me an offline message after i signed out at 5am. i bought the biscuits for him because he can eat on board the plane, but i think i passed my silly-bug to him. he said he will eat it when he`s back! by then my cookies no longer nice already. ( -_-")... poor cookies! haha!
yesterday was out with the rest. it was an informal farewell for kangming. i watched 2 movies yesterday. one in the afternoon and one in the wee hours of the saturday morning. both movies were too gore for me to handle. if i have a weak heart, i might just collapse in the cinema. in between we all had steamboat for dinner followed by 2 rounds of bowling. still not good but i improved ok?!! however, i didn`t take any photos yesterday so there`s nothing to post. haha.
kangming must be on the plane thinking about what was he enjoying at this time on yesterday like he said. we shall see him back in one month`s time. and he`s going to miss my birthday, i will asked him to make it up, so he better start worrying. luckily for del, he said he can make it for my celebration. if not, he will face the same consequences as kangming. the rest who cannot make it must thus beware! sometimes i think evilness just flows in my blood. =)
zhutou is very sad because of the fishes. well, it`s ok. some fishes cannot get used to the new environment and thus, die. you lost the fishes but... you didn`t lose hazel`s sincerity. remember that. =) cheer up!
and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR WILSON!
cheers because it`s the scorpio month! =)
finally 19 bro.
stop dota-ing too much and start studying hard for your final year!
time to get start cracking.
take care.
posted by SERENiFiED PRiNCESS on 3:33 PM
